Not enough hours in the day!

It has been a very hectic weekend. I am looking forward to going back to work on Monday to get some rest. My oldest daughter (Cassie) and her fiance' (Bryan) are in the process of moving and I have had their 8 1/2 month old son, Cody all weekend. Cassie and Bryan will be getting married October 17 and I had no idea how much planning (and money) goes into this blessed event since I chose to go to a Justice of the Peace. Cassie just picked Cody up and I thought I would have some time to myself to read and do homework. That is what I get for thinking! My mother dropped my oldest two grandchildren off five minutes later. My house is anything but quite right now but, they are having fun. I am torn between what I want to do and what I need to do because they are only young once and I will not be here forever. Arianna has informed me that she does not want me to die until I am 100 years old. Unfortunately, that is not a choice we get to make. I let her know that she will always be in my heart and I will always be in hers. It is very hard to make a small child understand that you have no choice in the matter and that you will not be around forever.

I have reached a period in my life where I am, for the most part, completely happy. Having a body double would be the only way I could be more fulfilled.